Pax RP

I- No, I can't actually argue that logic, well done.

Heheh.

Well- since i'm here.

Why do people have to be jerks just because I fly a Science ship in STO? :S

Hahaha, MDude you're a legend. <3

Well I didn't have anything to do with making that video, or hosting it, and it's also a coincidence that Swix happened to mention science when I was going to link the video anyway, but I still accept the status of legendary, thank you very much.

I've fallen into this trap again, and alas, I'm too sleep deprived to come up with something clever&#33;

Yay, insomnia&#33;

... I really shouldn't be here, but I am so...

Yay, CME's XD

I'm currently waiting for a very late bus. Public transport where I live is an abomination. )<

I should work on getting to bed earlier.

I should work on getting everything I want to do done (like posting&#33;) in the four hours I have to myself before I *need* to go to bed, and work.

Or... I could sleep again. I like sleep.

After two nights of nightmares in a row... I don't like sleeping XD.

CP, you can have the sleep I lost

That's it. I quit.

I quit trying to please everyone else,

I quit trying to actually move up in my current workplace.

I quit trying to actuaky get a job I'm actually qualified for.

I quit thinking I might actually be able to do anything that means anything.

I quit taking part in all these retarded, petty arguments.

I quit being me.

I just quit.

My family tells me I'm lazy and useless.

My partner tells me I'm lazy and useless.

I worked hard for work but they clearly don't give a flying fridge.

It can't be everyone else I've ever met in my life.

So I quit.

I just quit.

I know a bit about how you feel. My family thinks the same of me, and I've worked my ******* ass off over the last few years, yet all anyone ever does is criticize me for my choices and anything else they feel like.

Don't quit being you, you're awesome. Tell them that instead, that they can go **** themselves because you're who you are, and you do the best you ******* can. D<

Thanks for that Raven, but, unfortunately it's easier said than done :S. I'm only little, (and I'm starting to think, relatively sickly) and whenever I get so mad I try to yell back I just hurt my throat and have a coughing fit. Of courre by that time they've said all they want to me and I've forgotten what I was going to yell, or they've decided they're not listening anymore so there's no point.

And people wonder why I clam up and look like a deer in headlights when I'm being yelled at.